Sunday, December 8, 2019

latest episode not going blind but way too weird

last episode of the ms

first week december 2019

working after 5pm on the desktop
could not quite focus at the say small end of the hour arn of a clock at position 8, like the last word as reading was what? what? refocus to the left, there is the word, uh ha.

what, blinking.

check again, alternate eyes


like a small unfocused spot all of a sudden to the left of the word been focused on.

both eyes?

sort of.

wow, getting bigger, like a stain or a little wildfire.

definitely not able to read to the left of the focus spot- "corner of the eye" was I going blind?

I know that there is a "blind spot" where the visual nerve buldles leave the eyeball- a small area of nothing that you just do not notice.

this was not, it was getting bigger- and after hours to call anyone and panic them too.

whan I say stain, maybe like when paper is burning or charring, as it spread, a small colourful sparkling boundary line tending to spread out from the new blind spot- and that area was still to the bottomish left of the visual scope- but not to one eye- like in a a region of the brain where the signal went and was processed and fed to "me"- my mind's screen if you like. and spreading to say the most of the left field of view.
in my head.

there was still a signal- light was noticed just not focused- blurred like in that area with the little sparkly line advancing- expanding, like a grass fire across a field. or bacteria expanding across a plate on the agar.

then- the effect was gone.
panic over?
no lasting effect like the original scary blindness in 2012.

what the hell

ever noticed what happens when with eyes closed, and pressing gently on the eyeball there is a sensation of "light" opposite in the field of blank or dark view from the pressure?
was not like that.

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